Showing posts with label play. Show all posts
Showing posts with label play. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Percy Books (Eight)



Percy does not like it when I read a book.

He puts his face over the top of it and moans,

He roils is eyes, sometimes he sneezes.

The sun is up, he says, and the wind is down.

The tide is out and the neighbor's dogs are playing.

But Percy, I say. Ideas! The elegance of language!...

Books? says Percy. I ate one once, and it was enough.

Let's go.


Oh dear Percy, are you Mary's wise teacher? Mine too?

I am reminded of a famous Zen Buddist Koan:

A monk asked Chao-chou, "Has the dog Buddha nature or not?" Chao-chou said, "Mu."

Here "Mu" means, more or less, "No." And yet, Chao-Chou says that all sentient beings have Buddha nature. What is going on here?

Without getting tangled up in Buddhist paradox which takes a life time to get untangled up in the web of interdependence, here's my quick take. Understanding being is beyond words, beyond teaching, beyond books, beyond scripture, beyond dogs, and beyond you and me. Inter-being is. There is nothing to understand. I suppose that is why there is another Buddhist saying, "If you meet Buddha on the road, kill him."


So if Percy was to meet Buddha on the road, what would happen?

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Percy (Four) and What I Said at Her Service - September 18, 2010



I went to church.
I walked on the beach
And played with Percy.

I answered the phone
And paid the bills
I did the laundry.

I spoke her name
A hundred times.

I knelt in the dark
And said some holy words.

I went downstairs,
I watered the flowers.
I fed Percy.

What I Said at Her Service

When we pray to love God perfectly,
Surely we do not mean only.

(Lord, see how well I have done.)


With just a little bit of luck, and grace, overseen by our glancing intentions, we may discover that our imperfect lives are a prayer to God. For out of the love lost and relationships broken is the lived testament to a world that paradoxically broke our hearts so that we might love more. It is our very longing that is our healing. And so Mary goes through her days and prays and plays. A perfect life riddled with pain, torn asunder so that love expands ever more giving ever more space for her to commit her life to pen and paper, feeding us.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Humpbacks – March 10, 2010

There is, all around us,
This country
Of original fire.

You know what I mean…

…Off Stellwagen
Off the Cape,
The humpbacks rise. Carrying their tonnage
Of barnacles and joy…
…They sing, too.
And for any reason
You can’t imagine…

…suddenly
They smash through the surface, someone begins
Shouting for joy and you realize
It is yourself…

…I know several lives worth living…

Listen, whatever it is you try
To do with your life, nothing will ever dazzle you
Like the dreams of your body,
Its spirit
Longing to fly while the dead-weight bones

Toss their dark mane and hurry
Back into the fields of littering fire

Where everything,
Even the great whale,
Throbs with song.

Mary today could be Rumi as she speaks of the fire of origination where joy bursts forth to spark our dreams into being. Our bodies and our spirit are best friends playing out in the waves beyond wrongdoing and rightdoing. But like good friends, they often argue with one another and compare themselves thinking they are separate. What if our joy is not in ultimate union with god, the whole of existence, or the giant whale, but in the union of loving our bodies and spirits, and hence loving all bodies and spirits. If we can love the whale, we can love the world, within, and without.
Have you seen a whale? What brings you the joy of fire that Mary speaks of?